I wish I had the chance to know him. I know what he meant to you. His spirit lives forever. I had signs of his presence and I am not the only one.

I woke up last night as it was already June 13th here. I prayed and sang inside "soul in isolation" by The Chameleons.

Today, like he would make me a joke or a gift, the weather is not hot at all. It is gloomy and windy. For the first time in days, no sun. Rest for my skin and my soul.
I lighted a candle and said my prayers to him in a small, ancient church that was significative here in WW2. I thought that place would be the best place to remember him in my prayers today. I am a spiritual being and have pure beliefs, even if I do not go to church like people do.
As I was entering the church, some raindrops fell. I now think he was shaking his beer on to me. On that moment, I looked at the sky and asked him not to weep.

All my love and respect to Ed on his b-day. May he rest in eternal peace and happiness. Mey he protect us. May he give us the way to survive pain and bitterness of life. I love him my way.